مذكرات الشاب الليبي نادر من طرابلس

Wednesday 23/02/11 (5)

"I haven't been out today I slept and still need more hours to make up the lack of sleeping. so, I had to sneak out to a friend who lives near the centre sq. to get informed. this morning 2 tanks and 18 military Nissan Tundra plugged with anti air fighters. and 20 Tayota station with many buses full of pro gheddafi protesters. invaded our town brought national tv made interviews with those ppl as locals they were saying we are with gheddafi bla bla and then they pro gheddafi demo finished but they were replaced by soldiers and the tanks stayed with the tundra military cars.. nobody of the locals protested but there was some clashes

add for yesterday: last night the militia invaded the medical centre arresting everyone there the volunteering doctors and even the injured ppl in Mustawsaf Abu shusha. Tajoura centre."

Wednesday 23/02/11 (6)

"Libyan TV stations and Radio stations makes me laugh.

Hiring ppl to lie. omg can't they think things will never be normal again? I know the husband which his wife was killed didn't change his clothes yet he has his wife's blood on it when he hugged her. think again gheddafi you days are numbered...you might kill us all but you won't fool us. Personally I shall continue on that until I die I will never give up.

guys don't believe the local media they were saying there is nothing it's just western media ..America Israel bla bla.. I'VE LIVED AND WITNESSED what happened I missed a 14 ml Bullet because i was lucky. i seen ppl shot and die infront my eyes. I couldn't sleep for days because i had to guard my family are frightened because of hearing shooting. this is no NORMAL LIFE. as they are trying. they've just texted me saying guys life is normal go back to school open your shops etc. that means Gheddafi is losing it. NO SURRENDER and this time i'm not taking the piss of the EDL .. I mean it!"

" I don't trust army in here. they are so loyal to gheddafi they would shot at us if we went out protesting they didn't even let anyone to stay there for long..no taking pic or vids is allowed too. just the local tv when there was a pro gheddafi chants. they still much better than the militias ..because you can walk and they won't shoot you for just walking by."

" local Bakery works 24h ..the rest we already had the enough amount of food when it kicked off in bengazi... but it won't last for long..."



semafro is trafficlights... this is the main place where the militia enters the town there is another on on the beach.

btw just right now too much shooting

i hope so the evil bastard has put his army and militias everywhere to block them from coming even from the west side as some cities managed to get armed too. he also bombed some who tried his airforce is ready to bomb them. before making it to here. this guy is totally crazy .. he wants to punish us he wouldn't mind to kill all of us. but he still have hopes in ruling libya again

Wednesday 23/02/11 (5)

"No actually i got bad news.. he re-controlled most of tripoli parts and he brainwashed ppl there acting like life is normal forcing ppl to act normal ..like if it was only a riot and it'd finished .. but eastern tripoli a.k.a Tajoura will be always a flame..we are planing to go out 2morrow for big demo ..i'm fearing the tanks will have no problem shooting at us."

Thursday 24/02/11 (1)

i don't want to die for nothing..if am gonna die i will die for something worthy. Yesterday when an old man told them to settle ..they refused and said we were just speaking for days and what we did nothing but got killed we want to walk to the base.. i took the mic speaking to them :young men: to be patient they wanted to attack the militia base to get weapons and liberate our city..i told them we all want that but the snipers will shot us like playing COD it'll be fun for them for .. very tall wall tanks and snipers everywhere even if thousands went they wouldn't be able to get in . Tomorrow I will be so cautious so no worries. I hope to see this day: a democratic free Libya!..all Usob will be invited to celebrate in the main sq .

Thursday 24/02/11 (2)



unfortunately our town east of tripoli is still under his control he is losing it.. but he will not give it up i'm afraid he will order the tanks to bomb us.

very quiet (today)..none outside unlike what gheddafi hoped for a "normal life" everything is closed.

most of the time we go out after 17:00 anyway..i'll be going out later to check what we will be doing. they are still invading our place. so we would probably go around

Friday 25/02/11 (1)

I'm fine, trying to be careful they were arresting people today. Tonight was quiet but there is too many tanks heading to tripoli from the military base in here. looks like they are also ready for 2morrow!

There was like 20 Tanks heading to His main place in Tripoli ..that from the base in my town only. I'm hoping more army leaders disobey him that would be the key. regarding the Cam-Oba meeting It's so early they should postpone it it'll be on Oil..be we didn't get rid of gheddafi yet. oh we are not relying on them really. they can help us with bombing gheddafi place if they want. Hopefully we get rid of him before their meeting anyway inshallah

I hope 2morrow will be the last update about gheddafi and the rest will be about after gheddafi

On freezing his assets:

unfortunately he withdrew most of his money from their after his son's problem. arghhh he was lucky in this bit.

Friday 25/02/11 (2)

It was a bloody massacre rip A**** E*****! inna lilaah wa inna ilayhi raj3oon .. I don't feel good I don't think we can do it ... I'm bit dizzy but home and safe my cousin is missed thousands went out of ******* was stopped in ******** many ppl died.

we do need someone to stop this lunatic bastard ..he's blocked us from entering the green square we were thousands of ppl but after heavy shooting we had to back off. He also paid 3000 LD to whoever goes there and chant for him.. i'm not sure bout this but my friend called and told me he was offered this money if he can go to chant for gheddafi..and i trust this friend.. also like 3 planes landed in the nearby airport he's getting more help.. unfortunately

Friday 25/02/11 (3)

I was too far from shooting once and i missed a bullet like i still can't believe.

now i can say i was 200% lucky wallah that day i was shocking like for 1 hour after.. first bullet was pretty high so i had to hide behind a palmtree and that was in 3 seconds another bullet went in the same position i was standing i was like OMG.. and it was 14.5 mm Bullet!! bullet kept coming from the sky ..i had to run to the nearby house was so freaky ..oh god i still can't believe it i'm not dead

Saturday 26/02/11 (1)

‎2 Huge Planes just landed in the Airport.. in Just 15 mins!!! I think time is not on our side gheddafi is getting stronger at least here in tripoli!

I'm followed by security men who couldn't identify me pheww lucky again!! my friends told me 2 strangers asked them about me and they told them "that guy who was with you and after gave a speech on the main well of *******.. my friends suspected them and answered we don't know him he just came in and we had small chat" 2 of the men who gave speeches were arrested .. I didn't go out today tho missed big chance to speak to English journalists at the funeral in here. but Im leaving home 2morrow for my safety . until things changes. so I might not be able to update anymore.. keep hope! keep up the fight!

These ppl will disapear once gheddafi falls. so i hope he don't stay for long.. now they are arresting ppl and following everyone they suspect .. they kinda return their control on tripoli. They arrest ppl from their houses. I still have hope that he is falling.. if he didn't and this revolution didn't succeed then i have to leave to any country. They took advantage of this calm to arrest ppl. so I'm just being cautious I will hide for a bit until we regain our strength to fight back, I'm afraid ppl r givin up after yesterdays loses

Sunday 27/02/11 (1)

some ppl i know told me "NOW" they can get me funded for my studies. but fuck them.. 500 LD and all you can do is to bring your Family certificate..to any Governmental Bank! 2morrow. and they want to fund 8000 new students to study abroad ..pfft. lol what they think we are? they can buy us with money ??? All ppl I know won't give a shit about them they will not take any money ..they want their freedom. however, some ppl probably pro gheddafi will go to complete his drama scene!

Unfortunately some ppl will fall for his trap. He's desperately wants to bring life back he urges schools to open and he told kids to go to schools ..they promised to pay 2 billion for loans to give scholarships for 8000 students just for now! 500LD for every Family certificate.. the lowest wage will be 450 LD as he said.. lol they are losing it badly! see the bastards wasted more then 10 Billions funding the IRA and some African Militias and buying off the Families of victims of both lockerbie and IRA . let alone 2 million for 1 hour for beyonce! let alone millions that were wasted on parties for his son's in Monaco. let alone Billions was wasted buying weapons to that used against us.

and He still can't get it.. IT'S NOT ABOUT MONEY ..IT'S ABOUT HONER DIGNITY AND FREEDOM!

He's trying to lie as much as he can.. well his son's do this job better.
his bla bla is funny.. but his son's is bit smarter and know how to lie..but his lies is ridicules for us because we know the truth!

Sunday 27/02/11 (2)
Thanks to the UN..specially to Gabon. I've always been proud African. those mercenaries will not destroy the relation's between libya and Africa..It's not about colour or geography It's more than that I was happy that some African has spoken against Gheddafi this made me so happy and so proud to be an African!

I watched some words of some representatives this "Quick" decision was so fine and I'm glad they finally acted. because I'm sick of hearing condemnation all over. the best part was about ICC but how they are gonna get his arse to holland? yes a embargo would be great because almost 4 Huge planes landed in the Airport coming from the east ... I hope those were not full with mercenaries tho!

most Libyans are Afraid of military actions as his son's went like..you gonna be like Iraq and the US will invade bla bla.. this is the propaganda they are showing in national tv. but nothing would be better than bombing the heck out of Bab Al Aziziya the 1st base for him. no one would ever oppose some kind of military intervention it's actually so need in this situation

I'm (well recently) aware of the UN military intervention rules which make them useless for now. However, most Libyan people Unlike what G is ranting about are United for one thing is removing G and placing a democracy with an institution etc.
this has to be done with an International help. further, to help to make people trust a legal clean elections. as you know G Has destroyed all the basic rules. banned all political Parties removed the institution replaced them with his crazy world's third theory.
so to be on the safe side..I must say Libya will need International help. Just in case, I can see all people wants democracy and a law country not a military police dictatorship. but first of all we need to get rid of G. which I hope will be soon. we need to keep protesting. but we are losing ppl per every demo. we need ppl in the east to form a local government and to head to west to liberate us.

wallah I can't share some vids from my friend's war it's just too graphic. wallah I'm a man and i can't watch some pictures ..yet i have alot. this guy think he can cover the truth by taking the bodies from the tripoli medical centre. or by cleaning the blood from the streets..or by arresting doctors!! how silly! btw they took bodies even from streets!!

How he uses Alqaeda to gain some support the USA has already made their statement. He was Asking for western intervention and calling us a terrorists yet in the same speech he calls us a western packed and we will support a western intervention. oh not to mention the hallucinogenic pills! not only he or his dad.. but also some fake sheikh on the national TV!

Monday 28/02/11 (1)
I heard they kept arresting people in my town. Planes still coming too many! and full of mercenaries! some videos where taken they used schools to accommodate them! The airport is only internal and it was a military one. but they use it for international private missions a.k.a like Hajj or well like now. i thought it might be like that yesterday..but they showed a footage on aljazeerah about those planes were full of mercenaries!! they keep coming.


i also have a footage about his son [Saif al-Islam Gaddafi] talking to police and telling them he will get them eveything they need but they should kill protesters and stuff.

[On the video of Saif al-Islam Gaddafi]

he said..basically there was some rumours about police siding the protesters etc. but you guys are real libyans.. they chanted we want weapons we want weapons.. he told them we have everything and we are getting more equipments for you. then thye kept singing slogans for his father and against Aljazeera then he told them who you'll be facing are not army forces or anything but some kids and druggies so don't be afraid of them (he was describing the protesters) ..he said today tripoli ..i want to you to clean it up ..I'm leaving but I'll send you arms... he means leaving his place. I can't recognise where he's at ..this might be the main police riot station. those pigs were happy to have weapons to kill other libyans! and he used them along with his militias and mercenaries!

Thursday 3rd March (1)


Nothing much to update really. They've been arresting people from their homes aand street they let some of them out. some of them without fingers!! yeah they cut off a guys fingers because he wrote anti gheedafi sentences on the walls! they've taken some ov them to unknown places better to call it kidnapping not arresting! people are planning to go out on friday although the city is full with pro-gheddafi forces now!

Well ..all talks about is foreign intervention
this has benefited gheddafi even more. with the bad living example of the American intervention in Iraq no one wish Libya to become another Iraq. However, we still have to get rid of gheddafi and it's getting harder day by day I'm really confused I wish to get rid of gheddafi but not sure if we can do it alone. Even though most ppl are against foreign intervention in libya, I think we need help saying by fact I can see here I don't trust the USA though is there any way that the UN can manage a "no fly zone" ? that would be lovely for now ..but bombing gheddafi place+forces is also not a bad option so we can manage it from the ground. gheddafi media is trying to make him a national hero now!! FFS and some ppl are easily fooled. Basically they (Libyans) are fearing the US intervention and honestly me too. the US supported gheddafi and now changed dramatically. all of us is watching what happened in Iraq they basically don't trust the US and the pro gheddafi is doing a campaigns to get some ppl back to gheddafi side. the USA is not welcomed at anykind military speaking I mean. Nato without the US would be fine..any mixed organization without the US involvement won't frighten ppl about future. but for me i think it's ok to only intervene by air..like noy fly zone or air strikes..on gheddafi military sides. but why would the US get involved and help us for free? I'm really confused. and most of ppl are. they want to get rid of gheddafi but the don't want to be invaded like Iraq!
I know they (the US) have enough problems to risk entering another country. but there moves scared many people some actually lost concentration about protests some pr-gheddafis had the face to talk after not having a chance for his crimes. national tv is talking about it too much, local media even gheddafi himself. now acting like a hero in his long boring speech. However, most people want to get rid of gheddafi but now confused of what's next yes he should not talk about western packed people he is crazy he is still accusing alqaeda!! lol

Sunday 24th April

THANKS EVERYONE!! REALLY I'M SO TOUCHED and SPEECHLESS!!..im sorry i didnt have an internet back there to update but i read all your posts and it made me cry ..a quick update ok i made out of hell safely but without money or my laptop fuckers!!!sorry too much to tell ..lost friends my best friend got arrested i hope he is sill alive inshallah!!
i was so happy to see your and others posts shame i couldnt read them back there ..it's like we so needed it..we are under seige some friends got killed some got arrested and my best friend was the last we were living in very bad situation ..basically anyone in the streets at the weekend will be arrested and also they are going after all youths attacking homes at night kidnappin them stealing money and all. those are bopth gheddafi forces and some criminals who were released and bribed by gheddafi so from his cell to have much money and weapons..why wouldnt they fight for him? anyway ..we were under pressure no sms no internet local media liyng about us.. false calls to even fake drama they produce some fake clips to support their propaganda ..we were meeting in person before sunset in normal days to plan for whatever we could do because the only other way is calls and it's verry dangerous! ..we organaised ourselves and split into groups we r in touch with other rebels in tripoli as well ..i had to run out to tunisia to speak the word i'm the spokesman for the rebels i'm about to send a speech for aljazeera waiting for the second..it will take another volunteer to take the risk to come here though! also another problem i have family there so i will not be able to use my name nor my face so i can't go out to media i so need to serve th cause in pefect way but i don't wish to put my family in danger! ppl in tripoli are so so angry we couldnt do nothing but the graffiti war we write they cover up and write pro ..we cover and write against also rising the real flag but we faced troubles for example we had managed to get to school last week and we put the flag in the highes point in some mobile station anttena was on the roof of the school the next day they arrested the administrator of the school and old lady so we felt so bad we caused this also another poin i wish the unisef do something the bastard is using kids and forcing them for pro dewmos or they and their family will be arrested


i can't believe there r anyone with gheddafi..now ppl in tripoli is so with ground troops they all said we will fight with anyone be it an american against gheddafi.
i don't trust americans they have very bad rep out there in iraq or anywhere..but believe me hitler is nothing compared to this mad dictator rape has become a good way to punish the rebels or the demostrators as we in tripoli are still un armed and still a demostartors .. Iman al ubaidi case has given them more green light to rape ..stealing killing anyone kids got their fingers cutted for writing young girls got beaten up by her teacher for refusing to rise the green flag. they terrorised kids..used them in pro demo they have no respect for human being!! trust me we shall fightwith anyone against gheddafi. and infact it's great chance for american and british troops to prove that iraq qas a mistake but they should leave libya as soon as their job ends taking out gheddafi is the best for all i know of some thinking of sucide as they hated their lives.. it's like big prison .. palestinians or even iraqis haven't seen like this hell .. gheddafi used evey sneaky dirty way to kill punish destory his OWN ppl!

BRICS too much condemnation for nato strikes but no fucking word to gheddafi killing machine? what a pricks! ... i hate it when someone says that..also from fellow arabs when they critisize the western intervention ..and bla bla while they are sitting on their arsses watching gheddafi murdering all libyans!

I fall in love with you from the first sight..but i know we can't be together easily i understand that you will not notice me ..you are outta my league but i believe impossible is nothing and it's not easy for anyone who sees you to give up hope easily. it's hard for me to live without you .. you are all I ever wanted in this life! I love and want you so bad! FREEDOM!